"Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist once he grows up." Pablo Picasso
I have this memory of me standing in my playroom. I was not yet enrolled in school, so I must have been 4 or 5 years old. My mom was ironing in the next room while watching "The Young and Restless". The theme song is playing. In this snapshot of a memory, I am standing in front of my little painting easel; the tray is loaded with paint and brushes. I had paper taped to the easel board- a large fresh-white space of possibilities. I distinctly remember pretending to be an 'artist' and this was my studio space. I was taking it all very seriously. And then this feeling of excitement and soul-purpose washed over me. Fast-forward to now. Many years have passed. A brief but albeit intense archaeological career, children, and through it all much struggle and soul searching to find that creatively open little girl again. Shaking off the doubts and artistic insecurities I've picked up along the way, I can now enter my studio and stand at my easel with a new canvas waiting- a large fresh-white space of possibilities. And I remember this feeling of excitement and soul-purpose. *********** Ahhh... if it were only that simple. Next comes the subject of audience. For a shy, dont-look-at-me-kind-of-gal, sharing what I do is extremely strange. And uncomfortable. Yet, I have this little website now. And I find myself writing this blog. Yikes. What am I doing???? Stepping out of my comfort zone, or the proverbial 'creative closet', is exactly what I'm doing! Now that I'm here, I'm feeling rather naked and ridiculous. Now what?
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Tricia
4/28/2011 05:16:13 pm
..and no one could have been raised by a more loving and nurturing mother than you and Mike, and now your children reap the benefit..
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Joanne Green
4/29/2011 03:54:56 pm
Hi Tricia,
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Tricia
5/6/2011 11:31:39 am
Your mum and I met in Vancouver at doll making class with Heather Mallory and one evening she brought you, I think you were about 15! Your mum and I kept in touch for many years after, and I think of her kindness often. Congratulations on 2 children! and your artwork is beautiful.
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marlene
6/30/2011 04:16:01 pm
Hi i live in South Africa i got goosebumps when i read your blog it is like reading about myself. Love your work
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9/17/2012 02:53:03 pm
We just love your work! We are saying hi! We get lots of wonderful comments about the new art on our walls!!
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11/16/2012 10:06:52 am
love your free flow writing its so honest and I admire that hope to meet you one day.
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